The Pain

Why do I love you With all my heart?
Why did I fall for you From the start?
Why do you cause me So much pain?
Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain?

Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay?
Why did I believe You were gonna take the pain away?
Why did you play my heart Like a game?
Why couldn't you ever Feel the same?

Why do I sit in my room all alone?
Why do I pray you would call my phone?
Why did you end it right after our one year?
Why didn't it bother you when you made my eyes tear?

Why cant I stop thinking of you,
Why can't I say goodbye
Why do I still get jealous
When I see you with another girl?

Why do you come back in my life as soon as I'm letting go?
Why do I still get butterflies when you just say hello?
Why can't I forget about you and put you in the past?
Why does a part of me still believe that me and you were made to last?

*kutipan dari seseorang*

Long Time No See

Kangen sama blogku yg gembel ini...
hwehehehehe...
Biar gembel juga, sayang...

Banyak bgt kejadian yang tak terduga lhooo sampai kini...
Gw balikan m "U"...
entah knp, cuma mengikuti insting liar aja...
O_o (LIAR??)

Firasat David bener, gw ga akan kembali k dia setelah pulang dari carita...
Gw balikan di Carita...
Sedih mampus, Gw g ngerti mesti gmn waktu itu...
Gw biarin aja dia lempar semua brg itu k muka gw..
Gw dah ga bisa berbuat bnyak...
karena gw tw, gw yang salah.. Gw yg patut dihukum... Gw yang nyakitin dy...

Udah ah,
g m inget2 hari itu...
kelam...

T_T

keep fight!!

Gelisah...
kata orang geli2 basah!

najong!!!

gw gelisah beneran nich...
perasaan gw yg kali ini lagi gw jalanin...
benarkah??
salahkah??
luruskah??
curamkah??

mencoba tetap bersyukur atas apa yg gw miliki sekarang...
tapi entah sampai kapan gw bertahan...

semoga tetap yg terbaik yg gw lakukan..
maaf, kpd semua pihak yg telah tersakiti...
saya sama sekali tidak bermaksud menyakiti...

harapan pasti ada...
terus, berpandangan lurus...
jgn menoleh kebelakang...
jangan berhenti...
terus dan terus berjalan..
bulatkan tekad, tetapkan hati...

maju terus pantang mundur!!!!